今年文学与艺术诗歌:诗歌InAntigua_英文诗词
by kerri webster
"in antigua i am famous. i am bathed in jasmine
and pressed with warm stones."
-carnival cruise ad in the new yorker
in albuquerque, on the other hand, i am infamous; children
throw stones and the elderly whisper behind their hands.
in juneau, i am glacial, a cool blue where anyone can bathe
for a price. in rio i am neither exalted nor defamed; i walk
the streets and nothing makes sense, voices garbled, something
about electricity, something about peonies and cheap wool.
in prague i am as fabulous as napoleon and everyone
knows it. they give me a horse and i tell them this horse
will be buried with me, i tell them i will call the horse either
andromeda or murphy and all applaud wildly. in montreal
i am paler than i am in toronto. in istanbul i trip over cracks
in the sidewalk and no one rushes to take my elbow, to say
miss or brew strong tea for a poultice. in sydney they talk
about my arrival for days. i sit outside the opera house
waiting for miracles, and when none occur in a fortnight
it's ecuador, where the old gods include the small scythes
of my fingernails in their rituals and i learn that anything
can ferment, given opportunity, given terra cotta. in paris
i'm up all night. off the gold coast, i marry a reverend
who swears that pelicans are god's birds and numbers them
fervently, meanwhile whistling. near bucharest i go all
invisible, also clammy, also way more earnest than i ever was
in memphis. for three sundays i wander skinny side streets
saying amphora, amphora.